Sudden, unedited and random observations by Greg Pavlik, software technologist and frustrated adventurer.
Wednesday, September 16, 2020
Tuesday, September 15, 2020
The Island
What is guilt? Who is guilty? Is redemption possible? What is sanity? Do persons have a telos, a destiny, both or neither? Ostrov (The Island) asks and attempts to answer all these questions and more.
A film that improbably remains one of the best of this century: "reads" like a 19th century Russian novel; the bleakly stunning visual setting is worth the time to watch alone.
Unlike Dostoevsky, the film is saturated with a literalism that is more or less typical of Eastern mysticism (in Karamazov, the corpse of Zosima begins to stink: it could not have been otherwise in his novel). Whether this is a virtue or a flaw or something else for Ostrov, I suspect depends strongly on the viewer. My own take is "something else".
Monday, July 27, 2020
Sacred Forests
Now these forests are occupied by a handful of eremites. Their lived experience in these patches of natural oasis lends toward a wisdom that we seem to have lost in our industrialized and bustling commercial existence: "“In this world nothing exists alone,” he said. “It’s interconnected. A beautiful tree cannot exist by itself. It needs other creatures. We live in this world by giving and taking. We give CO2 for trees, and they give us oxygen. If we prefer only the creatures we like and destroy others, we lose everything. Bear in mind that the thing you like is connected with so many other things. You should respect that co-existence.” As Alemayehu explained, biodiversity gives rise to a forest’s emergent properties. “If you go into a forest and say, ‘I have ten species, that’s all,’ you’re wrong. You have ten species plus their interactions. The interactions you don’t see: it’s a mystery. This is more than just summing up components, it’s beyond that. These emergent properties of a forest, all the flowering fruits—it’s so complicated and sophisticated. These interactions you cannot explain, really. You don’t see it.”"
In my mind I see these eremites like Zosima in the Brothers Karamzov: "Love to throw yourself on the earth and kiss it. Kiss the earth and love it with an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men, love everything. Seek that rapture and ecstasy. Water the earth with the tears of your joy and love those tears. Don’t be ashamed of that ecstasy, prize it, for it is a gift of God and a great one; it is not given to many but only to the elect." Of course I may be romanticizing these good people's experience in these forest patches - I've never been there and never met any of the eremites that do.
And yet, as the author notes: "The trees’ fate is bound to ours, and our fate to theirs. And trees are nothing if not tenacious." For these Ethiopians, at least, a tree is tied inextricably to their salvation. But isn't it true that for all of us the tree is a source of life and ought to be honored as such?
Sunday, June 21, 2020
Modern Times
I think many times the term "modernism" is conflated with "contemporary" in casual use. But by "modernism" in this case I mean, first and foremost, a mode of artistic exploration that breaks with prior, established forms, be they “rules” or aesthetic norms, seeing them as having exhausted their capacity to express themselves. Of course, these also involve the introduction of new forms and rationalizations for those shifts - ways to capture meaning in a way that carries forward a fresh energy of its own (at least for a time), often with an inchoate nod to "progress". I suppose the most recent manifestation of modernism may be transhumanism, but this obsession with the form seemed to have pervaded so much of the 20th century - in painting the emergence of cubism to the obsessiveness with abstraction (which finally gave way to a resurgence of figurative painting), in literary theory the move from structuralism to post structuralism and the disintegration into deconstruction. Poetry as well: proto modernists like Emily Dickinson paved the way for not only "high modernists" like Eliot but a full range of form-experimental poets, from ee cummings to BH Fairchild. These were not always entirely positive developments - I’ll take Miles Davis’s Kind of Blue over Bitches Brew any day of the week. But then again, I’ll take Dostoevsky over Tolstoy 10 times out of 10. In some sense, we have to take these developments as they come and eventually sift the wheat from the chaff.
Which brings me back to Pessoa, one of the literary giants of the Portuguese language. His Book of Disquiet was a lifelong project, which features a series - a seemingly never ending series - of reflections by a number of "heteronym" personalities he developed. The paragraphs are often redundant and the themes seem to run on, making for a difficult book to read in long sittings. As a consequence I've been pecking away at it slowly. It becomes more difficult as time goes by for another reason: the postured aloofness to life seems sometimes fake, sometimes pretentious: more what one would expect from an 18 year old than a mature writer who has mastered his craft. And yet Pessoa himself seems at times to long for a return to immaturity: "My only regret is that I am not a child, for that would allow me to believe in my dreams and believe that I am not mad, which would allow me to distance my soul from all those who surround me."
But still, the writing at times is simply gorgeous. There's not so much beauty in what Pessoa says as in how he says it. He retains completely the form of language, but deliberately evacuates the novel of its structure. What we are left with are in some sense "micro-essays" that sometimes connect and at other times disassociate. Taken as words that invoke meaning, they are often depressing, sometimes nonsensical. Taken as words that invoke feeling - a feeling of language arranged to be something more than just words - they can be spectacular.
The tension between the words as meaning and words as expression is impossible to escape: "Nothing satisfies me, nothing consoles me, everything—whether or not it has ever existed—satiates me. I neither want my soul nor wish to renounce it. I desire what I do not desire and renounce what I do not have. I can be neither nothing nor everything: I’m just the bridge between what I do not have and what I do not want.” What does one make of this when considered as creed? Unlikely anything positive. Yet this pericope is rendered in a particularly dreamy sort of way that infects the reader when immersed in the dream-like narrative in which it is situated. It's almost inescapable.
Few novels have made me pause for such extended periods of time to ponder not so much what the author has to say but how he says it. It's like a kind of poetry rendered without a poem.
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A nod to New Directions Publishing, by the way, for making this project happen. Their edition of Disquiet I suspect will be seen as definitive for some time.
Thursday, April 11, 2019
Friday, January 18, 2019
Mind Over Matter
DB Hart commenting on the new translation of Plotinus's Enneads.
Thursday, January 10, 2019
Robinson Jeffers
The website for Tor House visits, a fascinating experience:
http://www.torhouse.org/
Thursday, November 22, 2018
Monday, November 12, 2018
Conceptions of Fudo Myoo in Esoteric Buddhism
https://tricycle.org/magazine/evil-in-esoteric-japanese-buddhism/
On Education
Education in soul leads to the enchantment of the world and the attunement of self.'
Thomas Moore, 'Meditations'
Sunday, September 30, 2018
Lizok's Bookshelf
http://lizoksbooks.blogspot.com/2018/09/the-2018-nose-award-longlist.html
Sunday, September 23, 2018
Sea of Fertility
Friday, May 25, 2018
Top 10 Albums Meme
Saturday, December 23, 2017
Karamazov
.... Brothers, have no fear of men's sin. Love a man even in his sin, for that is the semblance of Divine Love and is the highest love on earth. Love all God's creation, the whole and every grain of sand in it. Love every leaf, every ray of God's light. Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love. Love the animals: God has given them the rudiments of thought and joy untroubled. Do not trouble it, don't harass them, don't deprive them of their happiness, don't work against God's intent. Man, do not pride yourself on superiority to the animals; they are without sin, and you, with your greatness, defile the earth by your appearance on it, and leave the traces of your foulness after you- alas, it is true of almost every one of us! Love children especially, for they too are sinless like the angels; they live to soften and purify our hearts and, as it were, to guide us. Woe to him who offends a child! Father Anfim taught me to love children. The kind, silent man used often on our wanderings to spend the farthings given us on sweets and cakes for the children. He could not pass by a child without emotion. That's the nature of the man.
Remember particularly that you cannot be a judge of anyone. For no one can judge a criminal until he recognises that he is just such a criminal as the man standing before him, and that he perhaps is more than all men to blame for that crime. When he understands that, he will be able to be a judge. Though that sounds absurd, it is true. If I had been righteous myself, perhaps there would have been no criminal standing before me. If you can take upon yourself the crime of the criminal your heart is judging, take it at once, suffer for him yourself, and let him go without reproach. And even if the law itself makes you his judge, act in the same spirit so far as possible, for he will go away and condemn himself more bitterly than you have done. If, after your kiss, he goes away untouched, mocking at you, do not let that be a stumbling-block to you. It shows his time has not yet come, but it will come in due course. And if it come not, no Matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand and suffer, and judge and condemn himself, and the truth will be fulfilled. Believe that, believe it without doubt; for in that lies all the hope and faith of the saints.
Saturday, July 08, 2017
Dark Eyes
(A traditional Russian folk song translated by Greg Pavlik)
The eyes so black, passionate eyes
Fiery eyes, so beautiful!
How I love you - how I fear you!
You know I saw your eyes at the witching hour!
I see a mourning within you for my soul,
I see the flame of triumph within you:
it consumes my sorrowing heart.
It does not make me bitter, it does not make me sad,
This my fate, my consolation:
All that is good is a gift from God,
And I sacrifice it all for those fiery eyes!
Original Russian by the Ukrainian poet and writer Yevhen Hrebinka.
1.
ŠŃŠø ŃŃŃŠ½Ńе, Š¾ŃŠø ŃŃŃŠ°ŃŃŠ½Ńе,
ŠŃŠø жгŃŃŠøŠµ Šø ŠæŃŠµŠŗŃŠ°ŃŠ½Ńе!
ŠŠ°Šŗ Š»ŃŠ±Š»Ń Ń Š²Š°Ń, как боŃŃŃ Ń Š²Š°Ń!
ŠŠ½Š°ŃŃ, ŃŠ²ŠøŠ“ел Š²Š°Ń Ń Š² неГобŃŃŠ¹ ŃŠ°Ń!
2.
ŠŃ , Š½ŠµŠ“Š°ŃŠ¾Š¼ Š²Ń Š³Š»ŃŠ±ŠøŠ½Ń ŃŠµŠ¼Š½ŠµŠ¹!
ŠŠøŠ¶Ń ŃŃŠ°ŃŃ Š² Š²Š°Ń ŠæŠ¾ Š“ŃŃŠµ моей,
ŠŠøŠ¶Ń ŠæŠ»Š°Š¼Ń Š² Š²Š°Ń Ń ŠæŠ¾Š±ŠµŠ“Š½Š¾Šµ:
Дожжено на Š½Ńм ŃŠµŃŠ“ŃŠµ беГное.
3.
ŠŠ¾ не гŃŃŃŃŠµŠ½ Ń, не ŠæŠµŃŠ°Š»ŠµŠ½ Ń,
Š£ŃŠµŃŠøŃŠµŠ»Ńна мне ŃŃŠ“ŃŠ±Š° моŃ:
ŠŃŃ, ŃŃŠ¾ Š»ŃŃŃŠµŠ³Š¾ в жизни ŠŠ¾Š³ Гал нам,
РжеŃŃŠ²Ń Š¾ŃŠ“ал Ń Š¾Š³Š½ŠµŠ²ŃŠ¼ глазам!
Sunday, June 18, 2017
The river floes break in spring... take 2
The river floes break in spring,
And for the dead I feel no sorrow -
Toward new summits I am rising,
Forgetting crevasses of past striving,
I see the blue horizon of tomorrow.
What regret, in fire and smoke,
the lament of the cross,
With each hour, with each stroke -
Or instead - the heavens’ gift stoked,
from the bush burnt without loss!
Original:
ŠŠµŃна в ŃŠµŠŗŠµ Š»Š¾Š¼Š°ŠµŃ Š»ŃŠ“инŃ,
РмилŃŃ Š¼ŠµŃŃŠ²ŃŃ Š¼Š½Šµ не жалŃ:
ŠŃеоГолев мои веŃŃŠøŠ½Ń,
ŠŠ°Š±ŃŠ» Ń Š·ŠøŠ¼Š½ŠøŠµ ŃŠµŃнинŃ
Š Š²ŠøŠ¶Ń Š³Š¾Š»ŃŠ±ŃŃ Š“Š°Š»Ń.
Š§ŃŠ¾ ŃŠ¾Š¶Š°Š»ŠµŃŃ Š² Š“ŃŠ¼Ń ŠæŠ¾Š¶Š°ŃŠ°,
Š§ŃŠ¾ ŃŠ¾ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°ŃŃŃŃ Ń ŠŗŃŠµŃŃŠ°,
ŠŠ¾Š³Š“а Š²ŃŠµŃŠ°Ńно Š¶Š“Ń ŃŠ“Š°ŃŠ°
ŠŠ»Šø божеŃŃŠ²ŠµŠ½Š½Š¾Š³Š¾ Š“Š°ŃŠ°
ŠŠ· ŠŠ¾ŠøŃеева ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°!
The new translation returns to a more literal translation without allegory: "ŠŗŃŠµŃŃŠ°" means simply cross and that is how the poem now reads. The final line has been abbreviated from my original translation, though somewhat less literal - "ŠŠ· ŠŠ¾ŠøŃеева ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°" is now rendered as "from the bush burnt without loss" rather than the literal "from Moses's bush" or the more awkward original translation "From the Bush of Moses, the Mother of God". The new translation I believe captures more closely the original meaning and manages to maintain at least the rhyme pattern of the original (now cross/loss in place of ŠŗŃŠµŃŃŠ°/ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°). Overall, this is far from a perfect translation but I think it is an improvement.
Friday, April 14, 2017
We're All In This Thing Together
Well my friend, well I see your face so clear
Little bit tired, a little worn through the years
You sound nervous, you seem alone
I hardly recognize your voice on the telephone
In between I remember
Just before we wound up broken down
We'd drive out to the edge of the highway
Follow that lonesome dead-end roadside sound
We're all in this thing together
Walkin' the line between faith and fear
This life don't last forever
When you cry I taste the salt in your tears
Well my friend let's put this thing together
And walk the path that worn out feet have trod
If you wanted we can go home forever
Give up your jaded ways, spell your name to God
We're all in this thing together
Walkin' the line between faith and fear
This life don't last forever
When you cry I taste the salt in your tears
All we are is a picture in a mirror
Fancy shoes to grace our feet
All that there is is a slow road to freedom
Heaven above and the devil beneath
We're all in this thing together
Walkin' the line between faith and fear
This life don't last forever
When you cry I taste the salt in your tears
Wednesday, May 25, 2016
The river floes break in spring...
The river floes break in spring,
And for the dead I feel no sorrow -
Toward new summits I am rising,
Forgetting crevasses of past striving,
I see the blue horizon of tomorrow.
What regret, in fire and smoke,
What agony of Aaron’s rod,
With each hour, with each stroke -
Or instead - the heavens’ gift stoked,
From the Bush of Moses, the Mother of God!
Original:
ŠŠµŃна в ŃŠµŠŗŠµ Š»Š¾Š¼Š°ŠµŃ Š»ŃŠ“инŃ,
РмилŃŃ Š¼ŠµŃŃŠ²ŃŃ Š¼Š½Šµ не жалŃ:
ŠŃеоГолев мои веŃŃŠøŠ½Ń,
ŠŠ°Š±ŃŠ» Ń Š·ŠøŠ¼Š½ŠøŠµ ŃŠµŃнинŃ
Š Š²ŠøŠ¶Ń Š³Š¾Š»ŃŠ±ŃŃ Š“Š°Š»Ń.
Š§ŃŠ¾ ŃŠ¾Š¶Š°Š»ŠµŃŃ Š² Š“ŃŠ¼Ń ŠæŠ¾Š¶Š°ŃŠ°,
Š§ŃŠ¾ ŃŠ¾ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°ŃŃŃŃ Ń ŠŗŃŠµŃŃŠ°,
ŠŠ¾Š³Š“а Š²ŃŠµŃŠ°Ńно Š¶Š“Ń ŃŠ“Š°ŃŠ°
ŠŠ»Šø божеŃŃŠ²ŠµŠ½Š½Š¾Š³Š¾ Š“Š°ŃŠ°
ŠŠ· ŠŠ¾ŠøŃеева ŠŗŃŃŃŠ°!
Sunday, May 01, 2016
Why I am a Dostoevskyan Humanist
"What is love? What is creation? What is longing? What is a star?" -- so asks the Last Man, and blinks.
The earth has become small, and on it hops the Last Man, who makes everything small. His species is ineradicable as the flea; the Last Man lives longest.
"We have discovered happiness" -- say the Last Men, and they blink.
They have left the regions where it is hard to live; for they need warmth. One still loves one's neighbor and rubs against him; for one needs warmth.
Turning ill and being distrustful, they consider sinful: they walk warily. He is a fool who still stumbles over stones or men!
A little poison now and then: that makes for pleasant dreams. And much poison at the end for a pleasant death.
One still works, for work is a pastime. But one is careful lest the pastime should hurt one.
One no longer becomes poor or rich; both are too burdensome. Who still wants to rule? Who still wants to obey? Both are too burdensome.
No shepherd, and one herd! Everyone wants the same; everyone is the same: he who feels differently goes voluntarily into the madhouse.
"Formerly all the world was insane," -- say the subtlest of them, and they blink.
They are clever and know all that has happened: so there is no end to their derision. People still quarrel, but are soon reconciled -- otherwise it upsets their stomachs.
They have their little pleasures for the day, and their little pleasures for the night, but they have a regard for health.
"We have discovered happiness," -- say the Last Men, and they blink.'
The Body of the Dead Christ in the Tomb, Hans Holbein
Martin Buber, I and Thou
Miguel de Cervantes Saavedra, Don Quixote
“Wherever an altar is found, there is civilization."
Wednesday, March 16, 2016
Something Amiss
Russian Brahman by Alan Jacobs | Articles | First Things
Russian Brahmin by Alan Jacobs | Articles | First Things
Whatever his problematic grasp on Hindu concepts, it's obvious Jacobs knows little to nothing about the tradition of Russian yurodivy, which makes this review overall kind of silly at best. Interested readers can refer to the hagiographies of Xenia of Petersburg or Feofil of the Kiev Caves Lavra to become acquainted with some of the conceptual background to the novel, both published by the monastery press in Jordanville, NY in English. As a complement the Pavel Lungin movie Ostrov is worth watching carefully - the film is based partly on Feofil, though like the life of St Xenia, it explores the theme of vicarious repentance. (It was not until the third time I saw the film that I fully grasped it - the visuals are stunning and in many respects a distraction.)
On a similar vein, the reviewer seems to be unaware of the standard - far too standard to be universal in fact - Eastern Christian view of the spiritual life: purification, illumination and theosis. This is particularly strong in the present tense Eastern Orthodox tradition with the popularization on the compendium of texts on prayer from the patristic and medieval eras known as the Philokalia, so there should be no surprise that it is echoed by a Russian Orthodox novelist writing about a fictional early Russian spiritual figure. These are themes that recur in entirely secular Russian literature as well as, for example, the surrealist Vladimir Sorokin. Mistaking normative Eastern Christianity with Hindu/Dharmic spirituality seems like a fundamental error that even a high school student would have avoided. I am astonished by this given the relative popularity of the Way of the Pilgrim, which contextualized the Philokalia in 19th century Russian spirituality explicitly. This, I fear, provides an acute illustration of the siloing of intellectual life in America these days (if not a somewhat obvious poverty).
All of that aside, what continues to trouble me in general is the fact that most of the reviews of Laurus that I've seen have been oriented toward theological critiques - endorsements or arguments revolving around the reviewer's reading of what the author might want us to think about religion. And yet it is obvious that Vodolazkin did not write a religious apologetic (Jacobs invokes Karamazov, which is simultaneously a religious argument and a humanistic work - but Laurus is anything but the former). Laurus deserves a review as a work of notable - even great - world literature: which is to say first and foremost an exploration of what Vodolazkin is attempting to accomplish as a writer and what that has produced as a work of literature. The lack of serious analysis is particularly puzzling given the devices Vodolazkin uses to deal with language, identity, personality, relationship, and - yes - time. We could do with a few less sermons and a bit more thought.







